I like how people like to make nihilists out to be a bunch of hateful, cynical, depressive bastards.
such bullshit. It wasn’t until I embraced nihilism that I was able to become happy, to have goals, to become a generally cheerful, supportive person. before things like injustice and hypocrisy drove me crazy. now I just don’t care.
you will be far less bitterly disappointed in things if you stop assigning much meaning to them in the first place.
I’m pretty much nihilist, it’s really hard to overcome everyday when you know you can’t know or that what you know is a congregation of concepts
So my girlfriend is mad at me right now.
We don’t go out, mostly because of college and we usually take the weekends to cuddle and have sex. We haven’t done anything out in quite a while now, so last weekend I was in the mood to plan something and told her to watch a movie this wekend.
To days after, I was told by a friend from college to eat some burgers in her house, you know, some casual meeting with some other friends. Don’t missunderstand me I like being with my girlfriend, it’s just that in the last few months I’ve started to see her more like just a friend than someone I’d like to spend the rest of my life with (we’ve ben together for a year and a half now).
I went to the meeting with my friends and told her that I had it on my plans from before and that I had forgotten it, so I apologized with her and told her I wouldn’t be able to go out with her.
I don’t really know what I plan to achieve with creating this blog, I started it secretly, I don’t follow any of my friends irl, not even my girlfriend. I guess I needed to have a place where I could trully say anything I wanted. Somwhere I wounldn’t hurt anyone, I know they’ll find out eventually, these kind of secrets don’t last long, but maybe after reading some of these lines the people I know will understand my way to see things a bit better.
I’ll try not to post images, this blog is going to consist in text entries.
